Lately I wonder whether I'm letting myself feel anything anymore. I think I'm trying not to stress about short-term things (revisions, aptitude, expectations) and trying not to worry about those long-term things (where I'll be/who I'll be with 20-50 years from now), but it might be backfiring. Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to hide stress, I'm honestly trying to handle it better. But maybe I handled it ok anyway.